I've been neglecting to write this blog. I'll just put it short though. Last Saturday I went to Sara's. We took her sisters ID & went to Chucks to buy alcohol. got this flavored beer called Joose (that was terrible btw) & then went back to her house drank the whole time. Not much of a buzz. Jeff came & got me, gave him one in turn of coming to get me. So basically he was drinking & driving. -_- Not that it's outta the ordinary. Stopped at Exxon & got a Mojito Bacardi Silver. VERY GOOD. =] But Jeff was acting like an idiot...sheesh.
Meghan got there, when she did me & Jeff went to get her another Joose. As he was drunk... Got that. Came back. I pretty much wanted to stay inside & drink with Meghan without Jeff's antics, ya know? When I wanted more money to get more he was all saying he had crack that he could sell. Then he was like "just kidding" then he wasn't. Wtf. He even started calling people. Called Jeffrey basically had me ask him to bring some pot over. Which I don't smoke & I wouldn't have smoked it if he did bring it over. Ha as Jeff was calling people he said something about not telling my mom or w/e.
But Meghan wanted to go outside & sit & whatnot. >_< He invited kids from across the street to come smoke & shit. He was being embarrasing & a complete idiot. I didn't hear a lot of it cuz as soon as he invited them over I wanted to avoid it.
All I heard was "Hey you can come over & do whatever. Just bring your own" & I'm like "wtf" so I went back in. Then after they were there Meghan pressed me to come outside, so I did. I had to endure Jeff boasting & saying he was god & all this crap. I don't know why. That's what I get for giving those things. They're 9.9% alcohol.
So anyway, I kept trying to stay inside. By then my mom came home & since she stopped at my Mommom's I got my new AFI shirt in the mail. =] I went & put that on. Came back out. Sat in the truck instead of in the "group" ...I didn't want to have anything to do with them. My mom was already pissed. When the others came back over I poured out my drink (even though it was awesome, if it was just soda I'd get it all the time) & then after a while neighbors left & as the one guy left I noticed he had a beer. Since I was in the truck listening to the music I didn't really pay attention to much until they left. Jeff went inside & there was a huge fight. Idk, my mom just started yelling.
I took Josh's friends home & when I came back my mom was getting Josh in the car. She said she was taking us to Mommoms & if I wanted to go I could. So me & Meghan got our stuff together. Went over there as Jeff was yelling. Me & Meghan were on the computer pretty much the whole time at my grandparents. My mom called the police b/c after Uncle Larry heard he sped down the road to get there. Luckily when he turned around the police were there. I was crying when he left though cuz I was scared. I know my uncle wouldn't hesitate to beat the shit outta Jeff. My mom & Poppy went to the trailor. The police told my mom they couldn't do much b/c Jeff was drunk. So they went back to Mommom's. They stayed there & me & Meghan stayed the night at her house.
So Jeff is out. Ha. I told mom to drop me off there cuz I wanted to be home. And she did. Then when Jeff went out the door to go somewhere, I locked the door. When he came back he realized my mom took his house key when he was in the bathroom. XD Who knew where he went. And now he's gone. Woo.
ANYWAY-
Samantha came over. It was really boring, I imagine but at least I got to see her! I hadn't seen her for almost 2 years! =O Yayyy.
Tat Monday. Taylor's gonna be there to watch. XD
I'm really upset right now b/c she posted some stupid bulletin saying how amazing "today" (yesterday) was sooo amazing.... and it was like "I'm not telling you unless your Tony" ...I said something to her & she got all bitchy, basically. *sigh* It hurts. It probably has something to do with a boy. Or some shit. Apparently it "doesn't matter to me" ... Whatever. I'm going to give up, I really am. Now that I'll be going to clubs & stuff I can probably keep her off my mind with a few meaningless flings.
I want this girl outta my head. I don't want to love her like I do. The one person I give my all to could care less. I hate this. I can't wait to get over her. I just want us to be best friends...but everything just leads back to her & it's killing me.
Why does "Hard To Say" have to be on? >=[
Ugh fuck.
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