With a foot on the back of your neck up on the curb with the pressure on your teeth

What the hell... for the third time, I'm hearing some girl cry outside my window. I went & told Jeffrey & he's like "I'm gonna go outisde" so he goes out there & just stands there. Hahaha. I went back in my room to peer out the window & the girls mom or w/e came outside yelling and she yelled back & all I could pretty much make out was "Just leave me alone for awhile!" Then Jeffrey told me that the girl's mom was calling her a hoe & she said "I'm not a hoe!" or some shiz. Sheesh.

I hate living in a trailor park, geez. I like living a little away from people and not so close. Then on top of that it's quiet as hell. I usually hear cats fighting and shxt...but then when they're not fighting girls are crying, wtf?! -_-

Although I guess we just add to the madness when Mom & Jeff would get drunk & argue like crazy then call the cops and shxt. Ughh. Psh, me & my mom are fun when we're drinking. No, I don't need alcohol to have fun at all. It just increases the fun & hey, it's something to do. =]

UGH. I can't wait until June. -_- May seems like it's just going to suck. The 17th will be a year since Taylor broke up with me. Worst day of my life, yet. It took me so long to get over the break up itself. I remember how I couldn't even stand being in school and my mom helped me skip. Haha. I called her in a class I had a sub & she was waiting for me after class. We went shopping, I got an outfit. Shopping takes away some of the problems...but it's not like I got a lot. Psh, if it was AFI I'd probably be hella happy. Or worse. Who knew? [I use to many AFI refrences.]

In June, I will be going to my cousins. AH. So excited. A week to just hang out, listen to AFI, go to the mall or whatever we wanna do. It'll be awesome. And since it'll be after my birthday.... I might get a tat while I'm up there. That'd be sweet.

Blah, I need a job. *sigh* Especially if I want to take that AFI trip. I want so bad to travel to see them while they're on the east coast. It'll be amazing. There's if, ands, or buts about it. No matter what, it'll be simply amazing. Even when they're not playing and we'll be poor as fxck .... We'll have the shows. We'll have them. We'll be able to see them preform and meet them... then it'll be absolutely worth every bit of it. I can't wait. I hope I'll be able to do it. *sigh* As long as we have a few people & they pitch in, I think we got it down for sure.

Soooooooooo make sure to vote for the president who will give the least gas prices for the sake of AFI! ....Obama? Maybe. I think that's who I'm going to vote for. They said on the news that he would give us lower gas prices. Still got some research to do on the subject, I suppose. Hunter told me to do my homework, so I shall.

Well, I guess I'll get off here. My eyes are turning into absolute shxt. I don't know why all of a sudden my eyes are deteriating. (sp?) ...It's been getting worse with each day. I blame it on the fanfiction. I've been reading and writing way too much, lately. Possible? I guess so. >=[

Cailtin is giving me her Jade shirt, holy crap!!! as;dlfkj =D

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