Last night, my mom told came in my room and told me that there's a site you can go to and search people for being wanted in Delaware. My cousin Tammy looked up my father... What she told me, killed me inside. My mom didn't see it, just Tammy, and from what she said he was all cut up and all this shit. She told me that he was wanted for burglery, damages to property, assult... all kinds of shit.
I cried for a long while, blasting AFI. I called Lori & cried to her for awhile. I was crushed... I felt like it was my fault, I felt that there was something I could've done.. I could've stayed in Delaware, seen him more... anything. I know he was in & out of trouble all his life mainly b/c of child support, but this, I didn't expect in the least.
I was so scared to look at the mug shot... from what I had heard. My mom looked at it, I let her go ahead & see if I would wanna see it or not. Apparently, it wasn't that bad. It looks like he was in a fight, that's all. It's still a little scary though.. to know he's leading such a life & there's like no possible way to come back from all of that.
I feel a little better, but knowing what I know now... I'm just a little more broken.
Amanda, if you see this & want to see it or show your mom or something, idk... go to http://pubsrv.deljis.delaware.gov/WantedPublic/Default.aspx
Last Name: Bohn
First Name: Anton
It's sad what most recent picture of my dad I have, eh?
I don't see how this:
[Me & my father]
Can go to this:
It hurts.
<3
2 comments:
First of all, i'm sorry i didnt get to this sooner. Second, It is definately not your fault.
It's his own fault, don't ever think that.
I wish i could be there for you
I need to come over,
soon. <3
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