I've been getting up to damn early lately. It's 5am. Stupid screwed up schedule. Anyway - I have a lot of info to explain.
Lately I've been hanging out with these people up the street. They're not bad. The guy has been coming over here a lot & with his kids. His girlfriend who is the mother of the kids of course is pissed off and all that but yet he continues to come over and even after I asked him to bring her over to talk he doesn't.
My mom even thought I liked him. Weird. She was saying it's not worth it unless I really like the guy. I'm like... WHAT?! Well first off I don't like him like that... Second, if it were my daughter I'd flip & go off for her liking him. He's 25. He's 7 years older than me & he has kids!
Anyway - While getting involved with these people & regretably giving them my cell phone number, they're blowing up my phone. Telling me to go over there and wake people up or whatever. Ugh. Even his mom called me & had me go over there. She also went off about how she dislikes the girlfriend & how he needs someone else. Of course, she basically kept telling me like I should be with him. I never met her either... But apparently Jason had said really nice things about me. I was just like *nervous laugh* "Well... I'm a good friend." O_o
These people better praise me for walking over to that trailer in the oddest of hours. 6am, 12pm... you name it. I know I don't have to but I'm too nice to say no & go back to sleep. Haha.
This morning Jason called me saying he was stuck up at Denny's. He was working 11 'till 6am & it was almost 7am. He asked me to go over there, knock on the window & wake up his girlfriend. Can you say awkward? because I hadn't met her. Plus she refers to me as "the bitch". I was nice & gave her the phone... She was meannnn to him. Jeebus. Oh welllll.
*sigh*
Well, on the VERY bright side.
I'm going to get some tattoos today. Covering up the "LC" on my hand with an STS leaf & most likely the "Secret Ninja" on my wrist with the DU bunny. Believe me, I was going to keep it ...but I decided not to. I was gonna fix it up & finally put "This" at the top. I never did because it hurt like fuck. Taylor's coming with me too. =] Hopefully it won't take that long. It's gonna hurt really bad. Now that I think about it I'm going to get nervous. Oh well, it's my uncle. If I freak out...I freak out. *shrug* I really think I have my hand like ... duct taped to whatever I'll be leaning on. -_-
Taylor will be spending the night. It'll be the first time she's stayed the night here. She hasn't stayed with me since when we were dating & then during I told her mom about the incident with Jeff & she was like "you're not going over there anymore, & you're more than welcome to stay here." Which I didn't mind, I usually went over there anyway. But after her mom found out about us she was fine with it but she said I couldn't stay the night. *shrug* I don't want to make her sound like a bitch because she's really not. She's the 3rd nicest mom ever. 1st is Caitlin's, 2nd is Sally's.
Went over Sally's Wednesday, I think? We didn't do much of anything but watch youtube vids but it was great seeing her. She's even more pretty than I remembered, I couldn't get over it, seriously. Maybe it's the eyebrows. Haha. =]
Tuesday, I'm going swimming with Lori. That's going to be fun. =] I was worried because I know none of her family likes me & it's going to be at her grandma's. But she said it's just going to be me, her, & Makenzie. She's really excited, we haven't hung out in awhile. To be honest.. I'm not sure if I can even trust myself, is that weird? =/ Ah, the memories.
Haha, I've wanted to lose weight, right... So I looked up some work out videos on youtube. Pilates. Wasn't bad at all, I did it for about 45 minutes including these "anti cellulite" moves or w/e and I went in the living room to cool down...watched some music videos... I got up to get throw away my water bottle & my legs were about to fail beneath me. They didn't hurt they were just that weak. I am sooo outta shape. But my legs kinda hurt now...sooo =/ I don't care, I want to lose this weight.
I told Lori I hope to lose something or just look a little better before we go swimming. I know things don't happen that quickly, but hey, the effort will be there. We were talking about my looks & weight & stuff. She was telling me how she was looking at the pics from when we were dating & it's like I'm a different person.. she said that not to be rude but I look so much better now.
I know I do. That's not being conceeded in the least. I still look icky, especially my weight. But as for looks, it's the hair. That long curly hair really set me back, I suppose. Short straight hair fits me?
Well... that's enough blogging for now. I'll blog tomorrow or something. If I'm not writing. I've been working my ass off in fanfiction, you have no idea. Then AFIslash wants to fuck up. Ugh.
Ps- Davey doesn't like The Crow movies. HOW FUCKED UP. Then Zoe told me it's because he's trying to not seem "goth". Apparently years ago, he would've said he did. That's even worse! asd;fkj >=[
I love him only 999,999,998 now.
<3
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