I'M BORED.
I wanted to go over Taylor's this weekend... but didn't happen. Lame. We were supposed to give Brandon or Michael a swirly. Now I guess we're not. Ugh. At least me & my cousin still have Loren to give a swirly to in June.
I can't wait 'till summer. I'll get to stay with my cousin, my mom will have a new job. She'll only work 3 days a week. That means 4 days off. That's awesome. We'll go to the beach & shizzz. It'll be bitchin'. I'll finally get to hang out with my friends, maybe. Especially Heather. Oh how I miss my Heather. =[
Lori is in NC...she said I should've came. If I knew, I definately would have! Although I'd be afraid something would happen... O_o Eh, idk. She's hurting, I wish I could be there for her... I know it sucks for someone to hurt you so bad. It's happened to me, it's hell. I hate when she talks about Jessica, but there isn't much I can do. It's not my place to say a word or even feel jealous. I don't have the right. I don't even know why... I mean, there's nothing between us, is there?
Who knows. I love someone more than her, I know that much. I still have somewhat feelings for her b/c she can make me happy... There's nothing I can do about it.
Feelings just such, eh?
asd;fkj They do.
Yet another kid in Thomas Dale died. A girl's heart collapsed. How crazy is that? It's the 8th person who's died within 3 years. It worries the hell out of me. I don't know what I'd do if I lost any of my friends. Especially Taylor. I miss my Dale friends... *sigh* Oh well, life goes on.
I have strawberries. =]
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