I can feel you dreaming of me.

Well, new year... hopefully along with a new start. =]
I have quite a few resolutions.

1. Get over Taylor.
2. Lose weight.
3. Do not get emotinally attached.
4. Get my GED.
5. Not to be a bit 2-faced.
6. Be a better friend.

Hmm. There's more, I'm sure. I just can't think of them, I suppose.
Singing RENT is getting in my way of thought. Not that it's a bad thing. Oi. I need to write for my story something terrible. Spent the night at Taylor's & STILL didn't get anything written afterwards. We spent 6 hours putting up all the AFI pics I brought her. Oh, & I gave her a lot. She had to make another wall plus cover her entertainment center. XD We didn't even go to sleep until 4am. Crazy. Haha.

Originally I was gonna sleep on the floor. The last time we spent the night together Shelby was there & I slept on a different couch. & the time before that was after the BA show... & we slept on the floor but were weren't that close... besides her almost kicking me in the head. First time it was just us 2 before her mom found out when we were together...sooo it'd be awkward to sleep in her little twin bed with her. But of course she's stubburn as I am & said if I didn't sleep in the bed with her she'd sleep in the floor with me. So comfort over mind/heart & I slept in the bed with her. Luckly I was really tired. Haha. So I wasn't sitting awake upset & mind racing & whatnot.

Only one time I got upset... I think it was when we were going downstairs to get her something to drink or something along that line... but reality hit me for some reason & I felt the need to cry. I guess because I realized I'm not able to just come up behind her & hug her just being random...it'd be weird. I couldn't steal a kiss... god damnit. I need to stop thinking about this. NOW. >=[ Stupid thoughts. a;sdljkf I suck at life.

Mann. Now the the really sad song is on. Geez. It gets to meeee. =[

"But I'd die without you...."



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