I miss what we had. I miss your lips pressed against mine. I miss seeing you smile & knowing I'm the one that put it there. I miss knowing you're all mine. I miss cuddling up next to you while watching a movie. I miss holding your hand. I miss telling you how much you mean to me. I miss writing you silly sappy notes. I miss spending hours on end on the phone without even realizing. I miss surprising you. I miss doing little sweet things for you. I miss being yours.
...but isn't it funny how I feel like I don't want it back? I was so determined to be your everything I had lost myself. I don't like how you've played games with me... you don't realize what you've done. I hate how you can't make up your mind. I hate how you teased me with thinking I could have it all back... when you became so quick to change your mind. So quick to hurt me...
I think I've realized I deserve so much better.
♥
...but isn't it funny how I feel like I don't want it back? I was so determined to be your everything I had lost myself. I don't like how you've played games with me... you don't realize what you've done. I hate how you can't make up your mind. I hate how you teased me with thinking I could have it all back... when you became so quick to change your mind. So quick to hurt me...
I think I've realized I deserve so much better.
♥

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