Sunday, January 20, 2008

Words in their worthlessness, they should be weighted down, but do I truly wish their cessation?


I hate how every little thing that she does can hurt in some way. Ugh. I hate how one person can have so much control over me. It's insane. Hopefully with time I'll completely get over it... become numb from all the emotional abuse. If I'm lucky, I suppose. I'm just so tired... so worn down (from fighting with myself... ha) -Actually, that's true.

The one thing that makes everything better is music. I don't know what I'd do without it. It makes everything less stressful. I'm glad I have that, at least. It helps me realize things aren't that bad for me. It can always be wayyy worse. I hope it never gets worse, though.

Gonna take my GED test soon. I'm pretty excited to get it done & over with. I took my learner's test yesterday, I failed. Haha. I got all the signs right... just not so great on the rest. I'm definately going to choose to take the written next time. Then I can keep going over it & change an answer if I need to. I need to actually read the book as well. Haha.

I registered to vote though. I'll actually be able to vote in a presidential election. I have no idea who I'm going to vote for. I think either way we're gonna be screwed. It always happens. Although Bill Clinton will be first man.. Haha. Supposedly it was all Hilary the whole time anyway...so maybe it'll be pretty much the same. I never saw anything wrong with Bill Clinton. He was a decent president. Just the whole Monica thing screwed him over. Which I thought was stupid because that's his personal business.

I was supposed to go see Sweeney Todd with Taylor Thursday... but she had already went the day before. >_> Guess I'll just have to wait 'till it comes out, eh? =/ I realize all the horror-ish movies that've been coming out lately are American remakes of asian films. How lame? Although it's easier to watch that way... & rarely better. I think The Eye is going to be better american than asian... I watched part of the original & it wasn't that great so I didn't get very interested. I caught it at the middle too... but it was chinese, I believe. Japanese horror films are always pretty amazing. =] Like One Missed Call was originally Japanese. I've seen neither though. I need to catch up. ^_-

I'm currently looking forward to seeing Juno (still), The Ophanage, The Eye, & Sweeney Todd the most.
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Well...gonna watch watch The Crow: Wicked Prayer.

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